I am sorry that I am not like.
What you thought who I was.
I am who I am and so.
I prefer becoming myself.

If you dislike it.
Don't force me to.
Don't scold me.
I am not the one who started it.

There was one day.
A sudden unknown text came in.
Saying you were my friend's sibling.
I don't recognize such a person.

You texted me every day.
You texted me every night.
You asked me about me.
You asked me out.

But I don't even know you.
I tried ignoring you.
I don't want to get involved.
With a stranger I never met.

When I said I'm not allowed to leave my house.
You texted me a disappointed text.
You accused me of not what you thought I was.
You accused me of being arrogant.

But it was true.
It was true my dad never allowed me to.
He told me to stay home.
And never meet a stranger.

But you got angry.
You scolded me.
In reality.
I never wanted to know you.

Why was I scolded?
For what you did.
I merely saying what was truth.
But it was a relief that I did.

You stopped texting me.
You went off just like that.
Thinking that I would apologize.
Thinking that I would text you.

But no.
I never even want to text you.
Why should I do that?
I didn't even know you.

I am sorry that I am not like.
What you thought who I was.
I am who I am and so.
I prefer becoming myself.

If you dislike it.
Don't force me to.
Don't scold me.
I am not the one who started it.

I'm still mad.
That there was a person.
Stupid enough to want something.
But blame others for what is not.

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Kyle Winter - 02

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In that dark suit.
I almost thought he was a splendid candidate.
Thinking he could rule the world even on the hardest path.
I wonder if people will accept him.
To bring this world to a better peace.
To a better life.

The countdown hit the time.
A more challenging thing is coming.
Twisting this stomach in unexpected way.
Hands shiver as if there was no way to run.

Offing everything you can see.
Stood away from everything you can touch.
The moment is coming closer.
No! It is finally there.

What is this sensation driving into?
Shivers and cold sweats wrapping self.
Oh! Is this madness?
Or is it just an excitement?

Running away and running away.
I stood there watching from afar.
Thinking how long would this pass.
Oh! Give me mercy, please, give me mercy.

Listening to the clock tick a tock.
Is it the right time now?
Is it not or would it be?
Slowly my hands reaching for it.
Hoping for mercy, thinking for strategy.

Walking down the path.
Only thinking of possibilities.
Tagging people you may know.
How far can this be.

Crossing the bridge.
Touching the liquid air.
This should be a good day.
It has to be.

Reaching into destination.
Seeing the entrance.
This feelings of excitement.
Please open the door.

Seeing the crowd.
All being a fantasy.
Colourful view.
Screaming in excitement.

A white ride near the entrance.
They crowd trying to surround it.
And so do I.
And so do my companions.

Diverting my attention.
Looking around.
Found some miniature.
What is this awesome-ness?

This day could never go wrong.
Everything is so fun.
Sticking together with my companions.
Enjoying the day together.

How long will we stay this way.
I wouldn't want to leave.
If only the feet won't sour.
We'd stay enjoying til' night.

Morning sun shine unto the skin.
Eyelid expanse it's muscles.
Feeling the salty breeze.
Passing through spaces between me.
The moment I touched the sand.
I felt this sensation of longing-ness.

When was the last time I felt so much peace?
When was the last time I felt this nostalgia?
Reality suddenly collapse into the abyss.
Leaving me yearning for serenity.

The wind blows as if it's calling for me.
The sand captivates me as if it's engulfing me.
Please let me follow you.
I wanted to be part of this tranquil moment.