It's time to drop this pen
And stop this episode
I should walk away
Feeling free and proud
But somehow...

But somehow, it feels so irony
Why do I feel this way
When I was suppose to be happy
This feeling that slowly eating me up

Don't go, don't go
I silently whispered to the sky
Tried so hard to ignore
Tried so hard to look away

"Ah, there you are"
I said to my car key
"Let's go and move on"
I told myself ignorantly

Driving myself away
Away from everything
But I didn't realise that
The road I took was
So very much reminiscing

Everything suddenly became so alien to me
I tried avoiding myself from thinking too much
But my heart was on the verge of breaking
I guess this is how it feels to leave something so dear

As I was standing on the balcony
I tried to record everything with my heart
Telling myself that I should not worry
But part of me telling me not to dive too far

I should not let my heart break
I still have a long journey from here
But, is it alright...
Is it alright to rest for awhile?

To let go of everything once and for all
To just drench myself in the rain
And just letting myself to break
And recollecting everything

I promise I'll return
I promise I'll be stronger
And put on a new pair of shoes
To start drifting into the new abyss

Please...
I promise I'll be there