Please don't do this to me
Please let me be content
Why are you doing this to me
It's far from my capability

I am tearing apart
Please don't rip me apart
I can't handle this anymore
Please don't hurt me anymore

Don't take it away
Please don't steal it away
I can't live without it
Why are you doing this to me

Please return it back to me
Don't leave me like this
I can't hold on any longer
Just murder me instead

I want it back right now
Please don't destroy me
I can't live like this
This is too much for me

I used to be so strong
Now I can't even fight it
I used to be heartless
Now it's all I ever need

Why are you doing this to me
Please stop hurting me now
I want it back right now
Just don't take it away from me

Turning over
Laying down
Jumping around
Strolling outside

Non of these had given any answer

Eating and sleeping
Singing and crying
Talking and drawing
Sitting and dancing

Non of these had solved anything

How this ache so much
Giving delusion to the vision
No food satisfy the hunger
And fever infecting one body

Could there be a reason to this?
Is this a disease by itself?
Or a long run of demotivation?
But somehow this intense pain...

So different from any
So strong and burning
So painful yet warm
So unknown to the likes

Not knowing what to do
Not knowing what it is
Not knowing how to cure
Not knowing what's the cause

Painfully crawling
Suffering from this demise
Seeking for salvation
From this infinity abyss